Ah bee bee and boy boy, we miss you.
3 days ago, on 26 Novemeber was girl girl and boy boy come out. Girl girl is healthy. Boy boy, daddy hope you can follow buddha and come back to be our healthy kid again soon, or reborn in western heaven.
When Daddy enter the operation theater, I saw Dr already start operate. Mummy was strong. I really thankful mummy for so much she has given to this family.
Dr Hon told me to video recorded down this moment. I was shocked when I saw Dr Hon pull out girl girl from mummy tummy. Then Dr Hon let mummy take a look before pass to the kid doctor.
I saw the staff was collecting cord blood from girl girl cord. I was happy to see girl girl born healthy.
when nurse told me to see boy boy, I was sad and feel sorry for not letting boy boy coming to this world to suffer due to brain problem. Sorry boy boy. When I look at boy boy body, I chant to buddha to lead you the correct way, wish you will come back to become out healthy kid soon. I pray hard to buddha to forgive our sins and out children past life sins.
After then moment in operation theater, nurse lead me to nursery care. Thereafter, daddy arrange care taker to take boy boy body to bury and get master to chant. I believe ah bee bee and boy boy will be back to be my healthy kids again soon.
it was this moment, good and bad feeling mixing. I am proud to be your father. From today, I am a father. I will have responsibility to take care this family well.
I love this family. I love you Ah bee bee, wang zai, boy boy and girl girl.